[2010 005] i don't belong
EVERYTHING was a lie. From the start, till the end. I thought I belong but I don't.
I shouldn't feel sad about this. This has happened so many times. It will be over soon. Haven't I get over this so many times? Haven't I given up on this kind of things so many times? I will be able to do it this time. Again, and again.
But, when will this end?
Yesterday, in order not to think about all this things. I played OSU! and try to put this behind. And I read my novels and basically i did everything that I didn't do. OSU was fun, still is. It took off all the thoughts from my mind.
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Writing this post from WAH tutorial now. But can't help but feeling emo. Meeting shermin later for lunch. Got cafe duty. Tmr got FD stuff. Hate it.
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6 WEEKS MORE! I want to get over FD as fast as possible.
I shouldn't feel sad about this. This has happened so many times. It will be over soon. Haven't I get over this so many times? Haven't I given up on this kind of things so many times? I will be able to do it this time. Again, and again.
But, when will this end?
Yesterday, in order not to think about all this things. I played OSU! and try to put this behind. And I read my novels and basically i did everything that I didn't do. OSU was fun, still is. It took off all the thoughts from my mind.
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Writing this post from WAH tutorial now. But can't help but feeling emo. Meeting shermin later for lunch. Got cafe duty. Tmr got FD stuff. Hate it.
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6 WEEKS MORE! I want to get over FD as fast as possible.