May 26, 2005 00:21
Hollaback ppl!! What is up?? I am just sitting here on the computer talkin to my cousin Bri Bri. He almost cut his leg off today... with a chainsaw. Omigod... I can't stand it when he does stupid things like that. He scare the crap out of me! I swear if anything ever happened to him I would kill myself. Well anyway, on a happier note, the day of my drivers test is coming nearer and nearer. I CANNOT WAIT!! I will finally be able to drive!! The thought itself is just so exhilirating!!! I feel like I am getting old. I dont wanna grow up!! I look at my cousin Amanda, and I remember when she was little and chubby and looked like a little eskimo and how innocent and funny she was... I START CRYING!! Everyone is growing up so fast. I want time to stop!! WAAAHHHH!!! I want time to stop and I want Spencer to like me!! Do you know how much I want him to like me? I actually PRAY ABOUT IT!! Lame huh? Yea I know. I just like him sooo much... but I really think that he like Lauren. I mean if he does, I am happy for her and happy for him (because all I want for him is to be happy) but it would kinda suck you know? Well I start at McFatter on August 8th. Luci's high school years are ending and mine are just beginning. At least I have friends that have been through high school and can give me tips.. hehehe. I havent talk to or seen Aaran for a while. I actually miss him. It feels weird not being able to talk to him and hear him be cruel to other people. I dunno. I am thinking about asking him to come see Star Wars with me tomorrow, but I think he finds Star Wars very corny for some reason. Well whatever. I have convention this weekend.. yipee!! Maybe I can sit next Spencer... I WISH!! LOL!! Well I better go. Talk to ya'll later. Byezz!!