May 12, 2005 16:36
Did you ever think about what the world would be like if you weren't alive? How would other peoples lives change if you weren't here? I have been thinking about that alot. I mean, I think if I wasn't here alot of peoples lives would be much easier. And... it would be better for me!! I mean I wouldn't have to worry about how I look, I wouldn't have to worry about whether the love of my life hates me, and I wouldn't have to deal with all the crap. It would be great! I wish I was dead. I wish I could just stop right here and be gone. You know?