May 18, 2005 21:55
its good to feel happy
let me tell you how happy...today it rained and i didnt cry but instead charished what i had. Happy happy happy. Its like i want to yell it to everyone but then again keep it all inside becuase i am afraid he will go away. I am trying to push my negativity away though becuase i am tired of being negative... but i cant help but feel happy even in the rain. How come no one ever told me it was this good?
I am going to flordia...be back Sunday. I will miss you all! Wah! Dont party to hard without me.
I LOVE YOU!!!!!