It was such a tradgy?
for awhile I was cleaner than now then I started to destroy myself with things that i love now the things that i hate until it finally broke me
......ahh choke me....
Well i Just got back from court,They droped the charges (thanks to my sister) She is aloud to stay at our house since we have been getting along ,I have to go to teen court now and then they will give me what ever.My mom was such a dork in the waiting place where everyone was..the guy was just joking and he is like simon says stand up and we all stand up and hes like sit down and she didnt sit down but everyoen else did and shes like no no no ppl simon didnt say im like omg! sit down haha i was so red probly haha oh well... i didnt go to teen court today i went to big ppl court :] lol I saw actualy alot of people i knew , christin cramer,Donna,this one chick that i met in JDC , then this one guy me and krystle always would see @ the beach when we would go there.he skates and he gots long blonde hair..its pretty Hawt.He is introuble for truspassin on the little skate park there..sounds like us krystle? lmao..oh memories..lol whoot whoot.but anyways im glad i dont have to be pressed with chargers or anything, i did plead guilty thats why.i knew i hit her and it was wrong.Well man im tired.my sister is obsessed with my hair haha she is like it never looked better omg its such a great job lmao , well i'm going to make like tom and cruse ;] LMAO <33 much love to all that are in school :]
--> will we be friends when we grow old? is this the end of the line? i hurt with you. i love with you. the world just seems to get in our way. is this the end of the line? oh please don't leave me. don't let your heart let go. we'll find a way. the journey has only begun. is this the end of the line? <---
On a scale on to ten on how my life is getting better in the area's... 1 being the worst 10 being the best
Family --- 8
Friends --- 7
Guys --- 5
School --- 8
Health --- 4
Im glad my family life atleast got better, i dont really worry about guy's anymore, and friends..i still have trust issue's and im still lost on how i lost my best friend..but oh well i have kasey now? and school is getting better thanks to josh..hes always helping me in homework and what not,Health..ahh i keep getting sick and i keep feeling like im going to faint and junk and that cant be good ,it will get better tho?
Just a little "The used" Lyrics....--- around we go around we go circles.play this game again..around we go again ...cicles........Im pullin my hair....i love you even tho it isnt fair.....---