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So, i know i havent updated in a few days & thats unlike me.
hm, so friday, i worked & then i think? brian came over after.. he was falling asleep on me, like usual. :P
Saturday, i got all dressed up & stuff & went to a wedding reception w/ Bri. it was nice, but i was a little depressed about not going up north, so i was being a fussy baby. :/ We left there about 10 & came back to my house. He left about 2ish, & i fell asleep..alone in my house. :[
Sunday, i slept forever & then worked at 3. A few people came over & we drank<3 Matt, Brandy, & nicole stayed the night w/ me.
Monday, i slept until almost 2:30, got ready & stuff. brandy came over she helped me w/ the laundry, of course & then left.. came back to get her charger & we got subway. She fell asleep on me & than matt came over about 9:30, we got upside banana splits<33 & than cuddled in my bed, because we were freezing! Bri, Joe & Christine came over that night. I got reallly drank. :/ Brian took me over matt's at 3:30 & i slept in matt's comfy bed w/ my pillow!<3
Today, i woke up w/ a hangover. I was suppose to work at 5, but sweet sara went in for me at 5 & i took a much needed nap & then worked at 7. After work, i went over matt's. Him & i got tb & than sat around.. watching dirk & brandy drink & play card games by themselves. :P && then we went back to taco bell & derek & brandy got food. Made some friends in the parking lot. Took them back to matt's & than came home. Im all alone, once again & thinking.
- My birthday is in 15 days. I cannot believe im going to be 18.
- We also start school in a week. Im not worried, i guess.. a little anxious, but that'll change.
- Im throwing Derek a going-away party before he leaves on the 30th, forsure! at my house<3
- I feel like i've changed these past couple of days. :/ :] All i know is that im never! living by myself, because i cant rely on people staying w/ me, because even if i was dieing, they wouldnt stay w/ me. :/
- I try to make a point in talking to an 'old' friend, but i guess its just me trying to have a relationship w/ her now. so, im giving up. :/
- I wish i could go up north, one last time... :'[
- We're going to Michigan Adventure the 21st & im so excited. I really want to go to Cedar Point, before the summer ends though.
- Thursday, WAVEPOOL! :D
well, this is pointless..
ilu..:/
hm, so friday, i worked & then i think? brian came over after.. he was falling asleep on me, like usual. :P
Saturday, i got all dressed up & stuff & went to a wedding reception w/ Bri. it was nice, but i was a little depressed about not going up north, so i was being a fussy baby. :/ We left there about 10 & came back to my house. He left about 2ish, & i fell asleep..alone in my house. :[
Sunday, i slept forever & then worked at 3. A few people came over & we drank<3 Matt, Brandy, & nicole stayed the night w/ me.
Monday, i slept until almost 2:30, got ready & stuff. brandy came over she helped me w/ the laundry, of course & then left.. came back to get her charger & we got subway. She fell asleep on me & than matt came over about 9:30, we got upside banana splits<33 & than cuddled in my bed, because we were freezing! Bri, Joe & Christine came over that night. I got reallly drank. :/ Brian took me over matt's at 3:30 & i slept in matt's comfy bed w/ my pillow!<3
Today, i woke up w/ a hangover. I was suppose to work at 5, but sweet sara went in for me at 5 & i took a much needed nap & then worked at 7. After work, i went over matt's. Him & i got tb & than sat around.. watching dirk & brandy drink & play card games by themselves. :P && then we went back to taco bell & derek & brandy got food. Made some friends in the parking lot. Took them back to matt's & than came home. Im all alone, once again & thinking.
- My birthday is in 15 days. I cannot believe im going to be 18.
- We also start school in a week. Im not worried, i guess.. a little anxious, but that'll change.
- Im throwing Derek a going-away party before he leaves on the 30th, forsure! at my house<3
- I feel like i've changed these past couple of days. :/ :] All i know is that im never! living by myself, because i cant rely on people staying w/ me, because even if i was dieing, they wouldnt stay w/ me. :/
- I try to make a point in talking to an 'old' friend, but i guess its just me trying to have a relationship w/ her now. so, im giving up. :/
- I wish i could go up north, one last time... :'[
- We're going to Michigan Adventure the 21st & im so excited. I really want to go to Cedar Point, before the summer ends though.
- Thursday, WAVEPOOL! :D
well, this is pointless..
ilu..:/