Jan 12, 2007 18:33
I hate getting all ready and sitting here day in day out. Its frustrating and i HATE it with a passion.
Everday that i sit here, puts more pressure on me and then finally when im sick of it i explode and hurt people that i dont want too. I cant even control my emotionals anymore. im actually looking forward to school, so i can go out of my house for once. I hope this semester is 10x better, im going to be more into school and i think ill like it, because brandys in 2 of my classes :]]
Things havent changed in the past month. Im either w/ brian, nicole, or im sitting here at my house.
I miss seeing brandy and i think we need to hang out soon or else im gonna go more insane<3
Last night, Nicole, Joe and I went to see 'employee of the month'. I liked it and thought it was pretty good :]
I went to Target today and spent my giftcard on brown dressy shoes. I love them<3 & of course a cosmo magazine.
I assume ill be hanging out w/ brian tonight. :]
Last night, we were gonna go ice skating, but things happened and now thats all thats on my mind. i wanna go so bad!
I have nothing else to say.
bye.
love you so much ♥