cant keep me from you
Guess who's back?
uhh what has it been? like a month? Jesus H Christ. i suck without all this.
Mmm okay update:
moved back in with my mom...her and my stepdad are seperating....
my boy...made me cry. he is leaving. cause we all graduated. (We went to grad together and whenever i look at the pics i start crying. cause i look at him and i wont ever see him. and i look at me and i am fat)
but yes. i am leaving for vancouver in a week. and i told him on MSN and i was like "so i hope you have an amazing life..." and he was like "What? aren't we hanging out?"
And i told him what was up and he was like "Oh." and i pretty much got all mad and signed off. then he came to my house. but he was at a friends and had been drinking and came over and didnt say anything. just came to say hi. but he looked like he had so much more to say. i wish he loved me. i wish someone loved me. we could be so great together.
if i weren't so fat i would put myself out there more. i am 112 now! Omg i cant believe i was 100. WHY DO I KEEP EATING?! it's ridiculous. food really is taking over the world. I was watching TV and Oprah looked bigger than me. gawd.
i just want that pain in your stomach that tells you everything will be okay. i just want boy.
that is only two things. is that so hard?
xo
Augmenter