Mar 14, 2005 18:51
Um ok wtf?
My mom is def. not happy avec moi! holy crap. can't really explain right now. I am at t friends house and she's in the bathroom and i totally feel like wierdo signing on all secret like. Ok so i am writing this in my journal and not on pro ana or anything cause pretty much all the people i want to know about this are on my friends list.
Anyway my mom is all pissy cause she can feel me "slipping away"
I am officially underweight now but she is just ruining it.
I'm not allowed on the computer cause she finally figured out that there are pro ana communities so we don't have internet.
I have her convinced that i am not sick again but she def. knows something is up. She's going away for spring break and i am too. so i won't have to eat! ya!
This 12 pounds in one week is going good but mom took away my scale as soon as i got it. So i have to use the gym one. I feel REALLY ill and i'm not sure i can keep it up. I'll explain later.
OK so i got to go but i hope everyone is doing sosososOSOOOOOOOOOOOOOO good!
I'll try to respond to posts or write more later.
I'm addicted to you girls. don't give up on me!
(oh my somewhat melodramatic)