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My my this page is absolutely white, to think what that means is beyond me. I once had kept a journal and all of those went to shit so hopefully this one will be better and people might read what i have to say.
Unfortunately from what i have seen many people that have live journals aren't very live at all, rather they want to feel like their dead on the inside and this is the only place to get away from it all. Unfortunately i am one of those people. I would like to think that i am a good guy but days like today many things always contridict those things.
For one i feel very fed up with the whole dating populace there seems to be no one out there A. who likes me or B. is into the same things, When i finally do find someone they usually fall in one of those two categories. I am also sick of the people who lead me on. If you don't want something to happen. Please let me know...isn't that common courtesy doesn't someone else agree? Honestly this off at college thing isn't as great as it seems. So kiddies i would hope that you don't run into the same problems as i do...
On top of those things i have school work to worry about right now its like 2am and thank god i don't have classes tommorrow but it seems like recently i miss home more and sleep less. I hope that this trend comes to and end. Not like i want to forsake home but it sucks sitting in your dorm room missing everyone around you. Needless to say the people i've met have been more than helpful but it only goes so far. Im sure deep down you know what im talking about.
Homework i was supposed to write four observations down in poetic form or of some form like that. Unfortunately i think its all bullshit...just like most of life. Poems, what can they honestly do? Art what can i express, i feel like i have forsaken my backround thinking like this. But as miserable as i am right now doesn't it seem strange thats all i really have to turn to?
I seem to have a lack of calls on my phone, either im not at home when people call or some people are avoiding me. Honestly i've been waiting on a call from my friend danielle...but usually shes mighty busy with things shes doing work or otherwise. My friend blue called today, she seemed to be doing well, her fiance -scott- (whom is nice but is suspicious about me for reasons unknown) isn't so well, i hope hes alright from what i've been hearing hes been having a lot of problems as of late...
Unfortunately from what i have seen many people that have live journals aren't very live at all, rather they want to feel like their dead on the inside and this is the only place to get away from it all. Unfortunately i am one of those people. I would like to think that i am a good guy but days like today many things always contridict those things.
For one i feel very fed up with the whole dating populace there seems to be no one out there A. who likes me or B. is into the same things, When i finally do find someone they usually fall in one of those two categories. I am also sick of the people who lead me on. If you don't want something to happen. Please let me know...isn't that common courtesy doesn't someone else agree? Honestly this off at college thing isn't as great as it seems. So kiddies i would hope that you don't run into the same problems as i do...
On top of those things i have school work to worry about right now its like 2am and thank god i don't have classes tommorrow but it seems like recently i miss home more and sleep less. I hope that this trend comes to and end. Not like i want to forsake home but it sucks sitting in your dorm room missing everyone around you. Needless to say the people i've met have been more than helpful but it only goes so far. Im sure deep down you know what im talking about.
Homework i was supposed to write four observations down in poetic form or of some form like that. Unfortunately i think its all bullshit...just like most of life. Poems, what can they honestly do? Art what can i express, i feel like i have forsaken my backround thinking like this. But as miserable as i am right now doesn't it seem strange thats all i really have to turn to?
I seem to have a lack of calls on my phone, either im not at home when people call or some people are avoiding me. Honestly i've been waiting on a call from my friend danielle...but usually shes mighty busy with things shes doing work or otherwise. My friend blue called today, she seemed to be doing well, her fiance -scott- (whom is nice but is suspicious about me for reasons unknown) isn't so well, i hope hes alright from what i've been hearing hes been having a lot of problems as of late...