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Well I havent written to you in a while...
As of right now, I do not know what to do. College is getting difficult, and that is if I want to make good grades and not just go for the minimal requirements. And if I don't act now, I know I won't make it through next semester and/or in the future.
Also right now, I feel that some of my good friends are slipping away. They are not the friends that I 'clicked' from the beginning. For instance, when I am around them, I don't do the things that I was able to do back then, because I know it would just feel weird. Do you know what I'm talking about? Well put it this way, If you haven't seen a friend in 5 years, and then you encounter him/her one day, you don't just act the same way you did 5 years ago, would you? Well ok, that is how I kind of feel about a couple of my good friends... Sucks, but I guess things just change. I wish I didn't grow up. Reminiscing and looking back at the fun times we did in the past, just makes me sad/happy/bad/super/someIcantEvenRemember/sore/painful/wonderful/pleasant/mixed emotions... you get the point.
But like I always say, "You cannot change the past, you can only change the future." *Sigh*
And I want to say that as of right now, we often underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around.
Many people know me as a 'nice' guy, (just read my other blog about nice guys) and I cannot say that I'm not, but I guess nice guys do finish last. It kind of hurts being last sometimes. But if you really know me, I will always stay a 'nice' guy. Sad but true? Is that really bad?
I will stay kind/nice through out my life. Because kindness is a language which the dumb can speak, the deaf can understand.
How far you go in life depends on you being tender with the young, compassionate with the aged, sympathetic with the striving, and tolerant of the weak and the strong. Because someday in life you will have been all of these.
I just hope there are other people that would do the same to me, as I would do to them...
As of right now, I do not know what to do. College is getting difficult, and that is if I want to make good grades and not just go for the minimal requirements. And if I don't act now, I know I won't make it through next semester and/or in the future.
Also right now, I feel that some of my good friends are slipping away. They are not the friends that I 'clicked' from the beginning. For instance, when I am around them, I don't do the things that I was able to do back then, because I know it would just feel weird. Do you know what I'm talking about? Well put it this way, If you haven't seen a friend in 5 years, and then you encounter him/her one day, you don't just act the same way you did 5 years ago, would you? Well ok, that is how I kind of feel about a couple of my good friends... Sucks, but I guess things just change. I wish I didn't grow up. Reminiscing and looking back at the fun times we did in the past, just makes me sad/happy/bad/super/someIcantEvenRemember/sore/painful/wonderful/pleasant/mixed emotions... you get the point.
But like I always say, "You cannot change the past, you can only change the future." *Sigh*
And I want to say that as of right now, we often underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around.
Many people know me as a 'nice' guy, (just read my other blog about nice guys) and I cannot say that I'm not, but I guess nice guys do finish last. It kind of hurts being last sometimes. But if you really know me, I will always stay a 'nice' guy. Sad but true? Is that really bad?
I will stay kind/nice through out my life. Because kindness is a language which the dumb can speak, the deaf can understand.
How far you go in life depends on you being tender with the young, compassionate with the aged, sympathetic with the striving, and tolerant of the weak and the strong. Because someday in life you will have been all of these.
I just hope there are other people that would do the same to me, as I would do to them...