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ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want to scream. I've been stewing all day. Uri has blown this whole thing out of proportion. So i played a little prank that blew up in my face to the maximum. I hid his licence, visa and debit card in the coin part of his wallet because it was lying out on the table in the living room all day. He freaks out (while I'm at heather's for a wonderful bbq) and cancels everything. Idiot didn't even look in his whole wallet first. Ok i was stupid for rearranging them and forgetting to tell him. But....he yells at me, calls me useless, drives back to pickering to get money because apparently now that he cancelled everything he has no money. he has his parents cancel all their cards because they are a joint account (stupid fucking rich boy). so he's away for a few days. Annie and I enjoy a nice quiet house. Now he's back. I thought we could get over this...but no. He says I put his family through agony. He says this shows him who his "real" friends are. Obviously not me. I had previously (before he left) apologized as much as humanly possible without losing dignity. I screwed up. I can accept that. He's just mad because he was an idiot for not checking his whole wallet. And he likes to press my buttons and make me feel so bad that I cry. I regret crying then because he didn't even deserve that. It's sort of funny. It was a prank that went wrong. He's totally overreacting. Today he made a cheap shot at my friends and how I value them, or lack there of. Who the hell does he think he is? We usually get along just fine and are good friends but then he goes and overreacts and plays with my mind and makes me feel like shit and I can't be bothered. I don't deserve it. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I've almost lost it several times today. Plus i still have to study for my jacobean drama exam on monday. damn!!!!

On a better note...got some nice things from old navy today, work with lisa was good, went to emily's pre-drink birthday party which was fun, and ran to starbucks quickly with annie for a shaken iced tea passionfruit lemonade. yummmm. I wish i had time to go to Laura's bbq too. I'm sure it was so much fun, and I miss hanging out with all those great ladies and gents. hopefully more free time next week.

Well i better go study now. it's now or never.