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I just finished watching The Notebook. I was working tonight at the cup, and when i got back, I did not feel like doing anything other than watching this movie. I was supposed to go out to Jacks for Matt's birthday, but I just couldn't do it. I feel sooo bad that i didn't go because people really wanted me to and were definitely giving me the guilt trip, but I figured why waste the time and money when i didn't really want to be there, and they probably wouldn't even notice if I was there or not. I wanted to go originally when the idea was suggested, but then since Meaghan wasn't going, and I was tired, and craving McD's, and having this deep desire to watch The Notebook, I decided against it. Derek told me last night that he bought it, and I realized then how much i wanted to see it again. I don't think I've cried that hard in a while. All alone tucked under my flannel duvet and I'm a pathetic girl crying at something i've already seen before. oh well. it happens.
Not much to update. I didn't get the job at Huron for the summer because it's not being offered this year. DAMN!! I really wanted it. So I guess it's back to the cup and crossings for this one. how exciting. maybe i'll apply at a restaurant or something...i could use some good tips. Although, I think I'm getting back $600 in income tax. That's exciting.
Steph (aka big boobs) is talking to herself again. Oh god she's blubbering like a baby right now in her room. I can hear her. Ok I was crying during the Notebook just now, but not blubbering! I do know how to control myself. She keeps talking to herself or crying sooo much lately. It's pretty creepy. Annie and Uri feel sorry for her...I on the other hand think she's a freak of nature and could care less. I say hello and ask how she's doing, but that's pretty much the extent of our relationship. I feel mean sometimes, but when she doesn't even respond to my hellos and can barely talk to my friends or family when i introduce them, i don't care about her. She was rude to me first. ok, that sounds immature.
Annie and Uri are still at Jacks. I sort of feel like staying up to wait for them to hear how their night went. Actually, I think I'll play solitaire on the computer, haven't done that in a while! Yay solitaire. bye.
Not much to update. I didn't get the job at Huron for the summer because it's not being offered this year. DAMN!! I really wanted it. So I guess it's back to the cup and crossings for this one. how exciting. maybe i'll apply at a restaurant or something...i could use some good tips. Although, I think I'm getting back $600 in income tax. That's exciting.
Steph (aka big boobs) is talking to herself again. Oh god she's blubbering like a baby right now in her room. I can hear her. Ok I was crying during the Notebook just now, but not blubbering! I do know how to control myself. She keeps talking to herself or crying sooo much lately. It's pretty creepy. Annie and Uri feel sorry for her...I on the other hand think she's a freak of nature and could care less. I say hello and ask how she's doing, but that's pretty much the extent of our relationship. I feel mean sometimes, but when she doesn't even respond to my hellos and can barely talk to my friends or family when i introduce them, i don't care about her. She was rude to me first. ok, that sounds immature.
Annie and Uri are still at Jacks. I sort of feel like staying up to wait for them to hear how their night went. Actually, I think I'll play solitaire on the computer, haven't done that in a while! Yay solitaire. bye.