WTF
So i just found out that my dog has cancer. she has a tumor in her lung and some kidney problems. we have her stay in my bathroom when we leave the house so she doesnt mess up the furniture and a couple of times last week, i came home and there was blood smeared all over my bathroom and we didnt know why because there were no cuts on her or anything. so we took her to the vet and he said that she has a large tumor in her lungs and that shes dying. i'm so sad... i just dont know what to do. i knew that everything would catch up to me one day. i didnt mean to take my good life for granted, but i guess i did... because now its catching up to me. i told my friends that nothing bad had ever really happened to me and that i feel like one day someones gonna notice and decide that its time... and i think these past few months is when someone started noticing. lets recap just so i can prove i'm not crazy for thinking this... i broke up with my first love (over it now... but it shouldnt have happened), i found out that my step-grandpa has cancer in a place that makes it almost impossible to treat, my other grandpa was put in the hospital for more heart problems, my best friend melissa was in the hospital all weekend this weekend and is just getting out today, and now my one and only dog is dying. i think thats proof enough that someones out to get me.... and i dont know what to do now. everytime i get over something or i start to except something bad that's happened, i get slapped in the face with something else that pretty much brings me down to where i started....
p.s.~ i'm just venting... i really dont need anyone's sympathy... this is just for me to vent, and for any of my friends that care to know whats going on because i dont have the energy to talk about it to anyone.