Aug 04, 2005 23:09
Ugh...rainy days. I hate them. I hate everything about them. They just bring out the worst in my life. Today was a rough day for me, every little corner I turned, gave me a reason to cry. I guess these are just the most sensitive times of my life right now. No worries, I will be alright.
I visited David today, aye I love talking to the boy, although I know he can't answer back, he just listens. I still feel like I can be just as open with him as it used to be. I miss his laughs and hugs and his lips touching mine, but at least i know he is still with me. For instance, yesterday, two doves were flying over my car while driving on the road.....I know that was him signifying me and him. I love cutsey little signs like that.
.......when i'm standing in the pouring rain, I dont mind, I think of you and everythings alright.
~AuDrEe <3