Eternally drained and tired...
Work may prove to be more difficult than anticipated, yet don't apologize so much. Today brings happiness in love and good news from afar, however. This is a good time to grow intellectually and expand awareness. (Virgo)
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So before I went to bed last night, I came across Amanda's journal, which has been far from neglected since I last looked a few months ago... and now it's filled with things that are both characteristically Amanda, and yet also with things that aren't like her at all... I really wish I hadn't stumbled across it, it made me think about her, and I know that feeling anything towards her would just end up with me caught in her web of need and victimisation...
But I went to bed, woke up at 9:30, got ready and left at 10... got to work and met Sarah, didn't really look like I was expecting, she's just a young brunette with ugly hair... nothing major... didn't remember to look for her mole though... she had some strange habits though, she kept looking at the different sales on each register... I was happy, I was numero uno on the screen I could see... and she wasn't bad, actually, and Laura agreed with me, except for the one time she used that tone to tell us to stop leaning on the counter... but then again, Meagan would use the exact same tone...
Work was good... very hectic, it's getting more so every day... we're having less people on the floor because we need 4 of us behind register... and there were so many people with exchanges/returns/laybuys... all things that I am yet to do... and we all gave Shilpa her present, which made her very happy... and I ran out of chocolate, so I had to go buy more after work, but I could only get the small Favourites sampler box thingys...
Was so dead after work, I don't understand, I'm fine in there, but as soon as I walk out I'm dead... I fall asleep in the car on the way home every day now... but my mum tried to talk to me about next year, they both think it's not such a good idea to take it off... I still don't know... maybe I'll talk to Meagan...
On a brighter note, I got a name pin~! It arrived in Sarah's airbag... Am so happy... although it's upside down, trust me to get the only dodgy name pin... and I found my locker key in my pocket when I got home... naughty me... and I get paid tomorrow~!
But I can't find the aventurite I got Ash... my mum looked everywhere for it, so I'll have to get another one tomorrow... it put me in such a bad mood, it only cost $3 but it annoys me that I knew that was the one I was meant to give her... and then I ate an entire box of Savoury Shapes to drown my sorrows in... which makes me even more depressed... depressed enough to go eat icecream...
I still don't know about next year... and it scares me that my decision is so... near... maybe if I find out whether I actually get the accomodation... the only problem is I'll have no one to teach me how to drive, but I know I can get buses from the QVB to Macca Centre... so maybe I could live there, go to uni and still work as a casual... maybe... I don't know...
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The future, according to some scientists, will be exactly like the past, only far more expensive
- John Sladek
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So before I went to bed last night, I came across Amanda's journal, which has been far from neglected since I last looked a few months ago... and now it's filled with things that are both characteristically Amanda, and yet also with things that aren't like her at all... I really wish I hadn't stumbled across it, it made me think about her, and I know that feeling anything towards her would just end up with me caught in her web of need and victimisation...
But I went to bed, woke up at 9:30, got ready and left at 10... got to work and met Sarah, didn't really look like I was expecting, she's just a young brunette with ugly hair... nothing major... didn't remember to look for her mole though... she had some strange habits though, she kept looking at the different sales on each register... I was happy, I was numero uno on the screen I could see... and she wasn't bad, actually, and Laura agreed with me, except for the one time she used that tone to tell us to stop leaning on the counter... but then again, Meagan would use the exact same tone...
Work was good... very hectic, it's getting more so every day... we're having less people on the floor because we need 4 of us behind register... and there were so many people with exchanges/returns/laybuys... all things that I am yet to do... and we all gave Shilpa her present, which made her very happy... and I ran out of chocolate, so I had to go buy more after work, but I could only get the small Favourites sampler box thingys...
Was so dead after work, I don't understand, I'm fine in there, but as soon as I walk out I'm dead... I fall asleep in the car on the way home every day now... but my mum tried to talk to me about next year, they both think it's not such a good idea to take it off... I still don't know... maybe I'll talk to Meagan...
On a brighter note, I got a name pin~! It arrived in Sarah's airbag... Am so happy... although it's upside down, trust me to get the only dodgy name pin... and I found my locker key in my pocket when I got home... naughty me... and I get paid tomorrow~!
But I can't find the aventurite I got Ash... my mum looked everywhere for it, so I'll have to get another one tomorrow... it put me in such a bad mood, it only cost $3 but it annoys me that I knew that was the one I was meant to give her... and then I ate an entire box of Savoury Shapes to drown my sorrows in... which makes me even more depressed... depressed enough to go eat icecream...
I still don't know about next year... and it scares me that my decision is so... near... maybe if I find out whether I actually get the accomodation... the only problem is I'll have no one to teach me how to drive, but I know I can get buses from the QVB to Macca Centre... so maybe I could live there, go to uni and still work as a casual... maybe... I don't know...
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The future, according to some scientists, will be exactly like the past, only far more expensive
- John Sladek