need to get it together :(

[audles]

This program depresses me.  Why can't I be more organized. I have never ever turned things in late. ever.  Now that's practically the only way I do things if I do them at all.  Ugh, I'm such a terrible student, I don't even deserve this degree..I should have tried harder and been more organized and not wasted so much time...(it was fun though at times) but..this will go on my transcript..I didn't work so hard in undergrad to ruin all..ughhhhh
see what the hell am I doing on livejournal? Good God.