okay I'll try...

Dec 14, 2007 23:15

well this is what i imagined..

When I grew up, I would fall in love, but I didn't know what it'd be like because I never knew what it really was, but I thought I'd be happy every day, and I'd have a really handsome, intelligent husband, and we'd laugh and play all the time.  And I'd have a big wedding and my dress would be perfect, like it was made just for me, and different, not like everyone else's boring wedding dresses, and there would be daisies and maybe lilies of the valley, and I think I'd have my flower girl throw butter-yellow petals, and there should be a string quartet and I'd feel pretty and I might wear earrings, and it'd be in late summer and I'd have a golden tan, and the wedding would be outdoor/indoor, and there would be a big fancy tent like I saw in a movie once with big white lights, and then I'd live somewhere where there are no sidewalks, but dirt roads and lots of trees..looots of trees, and where the houses don't look like gingerbread houses or cookie-cutter cut-outs  with perfect landscaping....I wouldn't mind a few dandelions on my grass, and I'd like it to not look so neat that you're afraid to walk on it...and in the winter, the snow wouldn't be untouched and perfect, because I'd have laid down and messed it up  making snow angels, and then when I was numb, I'd go inside and I'd have a beautiful, big cozy fireplace, and I'd go lay out on the floor in front of it, like I do at my grandma's, and I'd drink hot chocolate with marshmallows..and maybe my husband couldn't play because he had to work, but I'd wait for him and greet him with a kiss when he got home, and then we'd do nothing for the rest of the night, and then we'd fall asleep in big fluffly blankets and pillows, the kind you sink into, and have the most perfect sleep, the kind you're so comfortable that you wake up and your sleep was so deep and unmemorable it was as if you didn't exist.  And I'd wake up to a kiss, and maybe a pounce  from my dog that would have been sleeping in my room, and I'd wake up happy....and I'd start the new day happy.....
and skylights i'd have skylights..so i could have sun coming in from everywhere,  and because you can hear the rain better that way

*this is much more fun than imagining lessons....
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