thinking positively
Ok, so I'm still a bit down about the need to move but I'm at least thinking positively. I've got some places to call and hopefully look at as well as an agency that was recommended to me by a coworker that I'll probably go to on Thursday or Friday. All good things. I haven't asked L if she cares that I want to be gone by April 1 instead of May 1 but I'm just getting the feeling that that would make her happy. If I find a place, I'll be sure to pose that question before I secure it. I think it's just best that we both have our own space. I'm tired of walking on eggshells and I can tell that my presence here is uncomfortable for her. That sucks, but that's life, right? I'm working on getting out of here as soon as possible.
I guess that everything else is fine. Work is solid. I asked my boss today if my job there was secure, partly in jest, partly serious. She asked why I was asking and I told her that it's just been a rough month and before I sign a long-term lease at a new place, I want to make sure that I've got at least that constant. I swear I'm not such a drag to be around all of the time.
Having all of the time to myself that used to be spent at the internship has been great. I've gotten outside, I've slept in, and I've just done whatever I felt like. It's good right now to allow me to apartment hunt, but I just love time to myself in general. I wonder if I'll ever leave my new home except to work. I'm such a homebody sometimes. Then again, I kind of go in spurts of wanting to do lots of stuff and not wanting to do anything. Why fight it, right?!?
Ok, time for bed. Back to work at 5 am. Yippee.
I guess that everything else is fine. Work is solid. I asked my boss today if my job there was secure, partly in jest, partly serious. She asked why I was asking and I told her that it's just been a rough month and before I sign a long-term lease at a new place, I want to make sure that I've got at least that constant. I swear I'm not such a drag to be around all of the time.
Having all of the time to myself that used to be spent at the internship has been great. I've gotten outside, I've slept in, and I've just done whatever I felt like. It's good right now to allow me to apartment hunt, but I just love time to myself in general. I wonder if I'll ever leave my new home except to work. I'm such a homebody sometimes. Then again, I kind of go in spurts of wanting to do lots of stuff and not wanting to do anything. Why fight it, right?!?
Ok, time for bed. Back to work at 5 am. Yippee.