one-nine-six-one
Good outweighs bad. Therese and I talked last night, and each time we do so I know that nothing truly bad is happening, and everything is alright. Talking to her seems to put things in perspective for me, and free of external influences, I am happy.
But then I come to school. I get the cold shoulder from Emma and Susie, and I'm sure another Hate coalition is starting up. It really bothers me. To the point that I'm actually going home right now. It's almost fourth period, but I know I couldn't make it through the day - truly. I've already almost had to run for the bathroom (not in that way) twice during this entry alone.
I've said this before, but I wish I could break things down into smaller pieces - from there I could simply deal with them. But when problems feed into each other, and feed off of each other, it's really hard to solve every problem. I do care about preserving my friendships, but it's really not true what they say - that relationships will come and go, but friends are forever. Friends love you for you. But the kinds of relationships I get into...they last, and they stay. And that's what I'm hoping this one will do. I'm really not into flings. They're alright, but I can't imagine any physical urges that a VCR and a tissue can't clear up. Classy, I know.
Cheers.
But then I come to school. I get the cold shoulder from Emma and Susie, and I'm sure another Hate coalition is starting up. It really bothers me. To the point that I'm actually going home right now. It's almost fourth period, but I know I couldn't make it through the day - truly. I've already almost had to run for the bathroom (not in that way) twice during this entry alone.
I've said this before, but I wish I could break things down into smaller pieces - from there I could simply deal with them. But when problems feed into each other, and feed off of each other, it's really hard to solve every problem. I do care about preserving my friendships, but it's really not true what they say - that relationships will come and go, but friends are forever. Friends love you for you. But the kinds of relationships I get into...they last, and they stay. And that's what I'm hoping this one will do. I'm really not into flings. They're alright, but I can't imagine any physical urges that a VCR and a tissue can't clear up. Classy, I know.
Cheers.