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my 2nd most biggest fear is now true. this just happened. your getting semi live news here. really. your gonna move with him. becuase he told you it'd be 400 bucks per for an apartment. its the same if it was me you and ray. but becuase captrain america fucking said it, its gotta be great. i hate this. im lost my best friend. i lost my best friend...
i lost my best friend.
how does that happen. it doesnt make sense. how i can feel so close to someone and care so much. yet they dont care. they live a different life. you have other friends. you forgot me. you got over me. and you never cared. and you still dont. your are gone, and you have a strangle hold on my best friend. the one who i love more then life. you cannot be serious. you dont care for her. you have other girls. you cheat. you treat her like shit. and i, fall for ever word she says.
i hate it. you dont deserve her. why couldnt you want to move in with me. why was i not good enough. i dont understand. i cried at your moms funeral. i felt apart of your family. you dont even care. kyle knows you the best. ive been there for you for 7 yrs if not more. i dont get it. you and her are my world, yet your not there anymore. and your gonna take her with.
its not fair. its not right. i love you all but i dont feel it back.
I LEFT THE LIGHT ON WHEN YOU SMOKED....
fuck. you tricked him to go to the city tomorow.
I'D LOVE TO TAKE YOU TO THE CITY, EVERY DAY.
your always looking for more. why.
i hate my life....strong
i lost my best friend.
how does that happen. it doesnt make sense. how i can feel so close to someone and care so much. yet they dont care. they live a different life. you have other friends. you forgot me. you got over me. and you never cared. and you still dont. your are gone, and you have a strangle hold on my best friend. the one who i love more then life. you cannot be serious. you dont care for her. you have other girls. you cheat. you treat her like shit. and i, fall for ever word she says.
i hate it. you dont deserve her. why couldnt you want to move in with me. why was i not good enough. i dont understand. i cried at your moms funeral. i felt apart of your family. you dont even care. kyle knows you the best. ive been there for you for 7 yrs if not more. i dont get it. you and her are my world, yet your not there anymore. and your gonna take her with.
its not fair. its not right. i love you all but i dont feel it back.
I LEFT THE LIGHT ON WHEN YOU SMOKED....
fuck. you tricked him to go to the city tomorow.
I'D LOVE TO TAKE YOU TO THE CITY, EVERY DAY.
your always looking for more. why.
i hate my life....strong