4th of July again..... Really?
I miss her so much. As I sit here,typing away on iPhone. I can't wait to spend another 4th alone. There is no fun in that. I can remember last year alone with matt and ang seeing stupid lifehouse. The year before that sucked too. Haven't had a good one since mo mo and I went. Hmmmmm... Janiga is gonna ask her out tommorow. Don't like that idea at all. Anyways, I spent one with Liz. That was fun. Before that, one with Sam, and one in Disney world. Spent that listening to Journey, faithfully thinking of Michelle. Fireworks are beautiful. You should spend them with a loved one. This year I really hoped it could be with Krystal. I was wrong. Very wrong. Now it'll be a waste.
That's a good story in my life, Krystal... 6 months now over. I fell hard too. I had finally gotten over the biggest problem in my love life. But it was all for nothing. And I don't blame her, probably made the right call. I asked her to move in. Honestly, I wanted her here. But she found another guy. And I just gotta deal with it.
So fake smiles for all tommorrow. I'll be the happiest guy you'll see. But when
those fireworks come, and Janiga asks out Mo, I may just lose my smile.
It's 3 AM, and we're on a boat....
Chad
That's a good story in my life, Krystal... 6 months now over. I fell hard too. I had finally gotten over the biggest problem in my love life. But it was all for nothing. And I don't blame her, probably made the right call. I asked her to move in. Honestly, I wanted her here. But she found another guy. And I just gotta deal with it.
So fake smiles for all tommorrow. I'll be the happiest guy you'll see. But when
those fireworks come, and Janiga asks out Mo, I may just lose my smile.
It's 3 AM, and we're on a boat....
Chad