Mar 20, 2009 03:44
i dont want to go to new york. but i feel like im going to be forced into it. i told julie 4 times i think that id rather go somewhere relaxing, small time. tennesee. wisconsin. iowa. i dont care. im not a big city guy. new york appeals 0% to me. ugh. but they dont understand. they just see it as me putting up a fight.
ugh, moving out is going no where. i cant seem to get to talk to rin for longer then a few texts. this sucks. i need this next step.
personal life sucks. it always does. i hate life sometimes. now is one of those times.
ugh.