Break...
There comes the time when people come home for spring break. Mainly the 2 people I look foward to most are Janiga and Michelle. For more personal reasons then the other, im going to talk about Michelle.
I get it, she doesn't enjoy her home life. But neither do I. If I were off at College and I had to come home, yeah, it'd suck to be under my parents roof. But I'd be excited to see Mike, Julie, R2Mundo, etc. But Michelle never seems excited to see me. There is never that call before she leaves asking if I wanna hang out this week. Instead I'll end up texting her and hoping to get an hour or two with her before she leaves. Michelle's Facebook status, "is scared to go home... she hates this time of year!"
Now, I know if being selfish. But seriously, if we meant as much as we say we do to each other, then a little aspect of her would enjoy being able to see me. I'm not saying nothing in her life isnt as important as me. But if she really cares for me, if only a little bit. Shouldn't she at least clue me in on if we can hang out while she is home.
To answer my question... No.
What helps you get over someone? Realizing that while you sit at home and ponder about someone, you fully know that they probably aren't doing the same.
Im really excited to see Janiga. I can't stand him after 5 minutes. But dammit, he's still one of my 5 best friends! I look forward to it so much, knowing that he hasn't changed. Maybe part of me hopes he never will, so i can always "hate" him. But then again, I want to see him fully matured and out from his mother's hands.
And to the only one who will probably read this, Lys. I know your coming home too. Im going to be blunt, I didn't feel the urge to write as much about you as them. I think it boils down to the fact that you've been with an asshole for too long and we don't see each other or talk as much. But I'm always here. And wouldn't mind if that changed.
Peace and Love!
Peace and Love!
Chad
I get it, she doesn't enjoy her home life. But neither do I. If I were off at College and I had to come home, yeah, it'd suck to be under my parents roof. But I'd be excited to see Mike, Julie, R2Mundo, etc. But Michelle never seems excited to see me. There is never that call before she leaves asking if I wanna hang out this week. Instead I'll end up texting her and hoping to get an hour or two with her before she leaves. Michelle's Facebook status, "is scared to go home... she hates this time of year!"
Now, I know if being selfish. But seriously, if we meant as much as we say we do to each other, then a little aspect of her would enjoy being able to see me. I'm not saying nothing in her life isnt as important as me. But if she really cares for me, if only a little bit. Shouldn't she at least clue me in on if we can hang out while she is home.
To answer my question... No.
What helps you get over someone? Realizing that while you sit at home and ponder about someone, you fully know that they probably aren't doing the same.
Im really excited to see Janiga. I can't stand him after 5 minutes. But dammit, he's still one of my 5 best friends! I look forward to it so much, knowing that he hasn't changed. Maybe part of me hopes he never will, so i can always "hate" him. But then again, I want to see him fully matured and out from his mother's hands.
And to the only one who will probably read this, Lys. I know your coming home too. Im going to be blunt, I didn't feel the urge to write as much about you as them. I think it boils down to the fact that you've been with an asshole for too long and we don't see each other or talk as much. But I'm always here. And wouldn't mind if that changed.
Peace and Love!
Peace and Love!
Chad