Mar 31, 2004 20:24
This day has officially stunk. Goodness... everything that I have tried to do today I have failed at.. and everything that I want to do.. I can't... everything that I want... I can't have and everything I don't want.... well guess what?... I get it anyways. What the stink?! Can't I win... just once maybe??? I am a complete failure and I hate it. Forget all of this mess! You know.... maybe I don't even deserve half of the things I have.. or maybe I don't deserve God's love and grace for me... maybe I don't deserve you.. or your love.. I probably don't deserve much of anything... soo.. why bother? Not quite sure about that one.. maybe you or someone else can help me out here.. because I am running out of answers. I'm out.