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Em called tonight. we talked for an hour and a half. we talked about home and her dad and my mom and how things aren't the way they should be and she told me it sucks but that things are going to get better and that i had to let go. we talked about this summer and Pittsburgh and Three Nails and last summer and the house and me and her and other people and she told me she knows I'm scared but things will be different and that there are people who love me and i can count on regardless of the hard parts and it made me not want to be here and to be there instead.

Praise the Lord in Heaven for friends like Em. i'll sleep more soundly tonight.