Loser...
Well, on sunday I go back to Nashville. This time for an even more important reason: To scatter Rebecca's ashes. I'm hopefully going to stay with Abby until the second when we go down to New Orleans to scatter them... And then I'll probably see Chris... and maybe stay with him... but he was kind of being rude to me, which is the first time he's ever done that and I was upset... he shouldn't have done that.
I'm really upset over this Rebecca thing.. it's like she died all over again for some reason. And this is my final goodbye to her. I can't dwell on her anymore once we do this because she'll really be gone in a way. I have to let go. I can't think about it anymore. I cried over it once I got off the phone with Chris, but Russell was there to comfort me. I always feel like a burden when I cry if someone else is there.
Well, love to all.
Rae-chan.
I'm really upset over this Rebecca thing.. it's like she died all over again for some reason. And this is my final goodbye to her. I can't dwell on her anymore once we do this because she'll really be gone in a way. I have to let go. I can't think about it anymore. I cried over it once I got off the phone with Chris, but Russell was there to comfort me. I always feel like a burden when I cry if someone else is there.
Well, love to all.
Rae-chan.