Grip

Jan 27, 2006 12:20

Sometimes you have to let go of something ...
So you can get a better grip;

Sometimes you have to loosen your grip and let go ...
So you don't hurt that which you hold so tightly;

And sometimes you need to look into the darkness ...
To be able to see the light.
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I really feel like writing something in here, because I feel like I just have a lot on my mind. Alas, I cannot think of anything to write about though...=/
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All of you who constantly write in these online diaries, did you all stop writing up your own handwritten diaries if you had one, once you started using these online ones?? I used to write in my own diary, but since I have been using Live Journal & MySpace, I have not written in it. My last handwritten entry was the 27th of Nov 03...

Reading over some of my old personal diary entries, I can really see how I have grown over the time between now and when I wrote my first entry ... 11th of April 2001. All the one liners that bring back so much to the cords of memory in the depths of my mind...

'The blades of insanity and confusion cut deep.'

'Sometimes when everyone is around you, you can feel so alone, and sometimes when you're all alone, you can feel too crowded.'

'Irritation and frustration plague me ... So many meaningless things are all that surround the point that I can say this all changed to this.'

'I'll keep pushing myself until I can't do anymore and I fall asleep where I stand ... I will go beyond.'

'Worry isn't a circle at all though, it is that brother of fear that unbinds the completeness of my circle in life - all those things that complete me in who I am and life in general.'

'I wish I could see joy in his face just once. I wish I could see him as happy as he deserves.'

'I hope you're deading to the fullest up there. I love you.'

'And the days get shorter. Time seems to be getting very fast, or I am growing slower.'

'And in the absence of love, God would cry golden tears from heaven to drown us all with the only thing that would be left; greed ... In the spirit we are free, just like when you fly with me.'

'You are the fantasy, the conflict, but I do have control, and I don't want the things you suggest.'

'Man cannot remove his personal walls if he does not first acknowledge them.'

I don't expect even half of them to make sense to anyone. They are just some odd quotes from some of the diary entries dating back from God knows when. So much has happened in the past few years ... where will we be next year?
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