Thoughts
. . . So I finally broke down and turned on the air conditioner. It was really hot in here. Plus Justin is here and I know he wouldn't be able to sleep if it were off. I feel a little bad that I didn't talk to Manda about it first. I'll probably turn it off in the morning before I leave for school. Hopefully it won't get too warm in here during the day. I'm not going to hold my breath though. I did learn something very nice about this air conditioner. It's very quiet. I didn't even know it was on until I went to feed Sophie. That's something positive since the dish washer and the washer and dryer are so damn loud.
. . . Got slapped in the face with some information. It wasn't all bad, but I really didn't expect it. Apparently Justin feels like we're not the happy couple we used to be. I didn't even realize we had a problem. He said that we annoy each other a lot these days. I can't really remember the last time I was really annoyed. He said that he keeps things in and that's probably why I didn't know. My thing is that I don't know how to fix it if I don't know what the problem is. Don't really want to bring it up though cause I know he's going to say that he told me what the problem was before and I didn't listen to him. I guess it's just hard to talk to someone who doesn't want to talk. I asked him at least five times what was bothering him before he actually gave me some sort of an answer. It was awkward for awhile. I guess it still kind of is. He didn't say goodnight or anything. I guess I could have said it too, but it was still weird. I don't really want to overstep anything. I guess I'm giving him the space to make the first move in that aspect. I asked him if he needed space because he said he likes spending time alone. He said no. I don't know what to do really. I hope it all works itself out. I know there are a lot of other things on his mind that are stressing him out. His dad is sick. He hates his job. I just don't know what I can do to make things better for him and he's not one to talk about what's troubling him. Not with me anyway. He'll tell other people, but not me. I guess I don't know what the answers are.
. . . My biology final is tomorrow. The amount I've studied so far will give me a decent grade. I really don't need something all that high to get an 'A' in the class. I'd like to know as much as I can before I go in there though. Most of it is a review so I guess I'm not too worried. The thing that sucks is that it's going to be really long.
. . . Finished my sociology exam. It's due at 5:30. It sucks that I have to drive all the way out there just to hand it in and then turn right around and come back home. At least after I do that my semester will be over. Then I get one week and it's right back to classes. That part super sucks. But at least I'll be done with Valencia when it's all over.
. . . Well, that's it for tonight. I'm kinda tired and I'd like to study more before bed.
. . . Got slapped in the face with some information. It wasn't all bad, but I really didn't expect it. Apparently Justin feels like we're not the happy couple we used to be. I didn't even realize we had a problem. He said that we annoy each other a lot these days. I can't really remember the last time I was really annoyed. He said that he keeps things in and that's probably why I didn't know. My thing is that I don't know how to fix it if I don't know what the problem is. Don't really want to bring it up though cause I know he's going to say that he told me what the problem was before and I didn't listen to him. I guess it's just hard to talk to someone who doesn't want to talk. I asked him at least five times what was bothering him before he actually gave me some sort of an answer. It was awkward for awhile. I guess it still kind of is. He didn't say goodnight or anything. I guess I could have said it too, but it was still weird. I don't really want to overstep anything. I guess I'm giving him the space to make the first move in that aspect. I asked him if he needed space because he said he likes spending time alone. He said no. I don't know what to do really. I hope it all works itself out. I know there are a lot of other things on his mind that are stressing him out. His dad is sick. He hates his job. I just don't know what I can do to make things better for him and he's not one to talk about what's troubling him. Not with me anyway. He'll tell other people, but not me. I guess I don't know what the answers are.
. . . My biology final is tomorrow. The amount I've studied so far will give me a decent grade. I really don't need something all that high to get an 'A' in the class. I'd like to know as much as I can before I go in there though. Most of it is a review so I guess I'm not too worried. The thing that sucks is that it's going to be really long.
. . . Finished my sociology exam. It's due at 5:30. It sucks that I have to drive all the way out there just to hand it in and then turn right around and come back home. At least after I do that my semester will be over. Then I get one week and it's right back to classes. That part super sucks. But at least I'll be done with Valencia when it's all over.
. . . Well, that's it for tonight. I'm kinda tired and I'd like to study more before bed.