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i am so pissed off.
grow up.
dont treat me like i dont exist, because i do and i see how you act.
dont tell me you love me and we're such good friends if you dont have the time to speak to me, thats stupid and hypocritical.
if you have a problem with me, say it to my face.
i cant stand when people dont like me for no reason at all, or because of someone else's opinion of me, and you are immature and cowardly and many other things. even if its because i have funny looking hair or because i dont drink anymore or because i am happy with my life and you are jealous. just tell me something, i mean geez make something up to make yourself not look like an ass.
it is so petty and frustrating. we are all the same age why cant we all act our age? its like people dont understand that you can be mature and still have fun. you dont have to act like an ass to stay young or whatever... you can be 19 or 20 or w/e and act like an adult and have fun i dont even know what i am getting at.. or how to really describe it. but idk. its so stupid. and i am so annoyed and i cant waait until next year/summer hopefully i'll be almost done with school and hopefully i wont be broken hearted or pregnant, cause that seems like what everyone else is doing..... BUT yeah.
We're both looking for something We've been afraid to find
It's easier to be broken It's easier to hide
Looking at you, holding my breath
For once in my life I'm scared to death
I'm taking a chance letting you inside
I'm feeling alive all over again As deep as the sky under my skin
Like being in love, she said, for the first time Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right
where I belong with you tonight Like being in love to feel for the first time
The world that I see inside you Waiting to come to life
Waking me up to dreaming Reality in your eyes
Looking at you, holding my breath
For once in my life I'm scared to death
I'm taking a chance letting you inside
I'm feeling alive all over again As deep as the sky under my skin
Like being in love, she said, for the first time Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right
where I belong with you tonight Like being in love to feel for the first time
We're crashing Into the unknown
We're lost in this But it feels like home
I'm feeling alive all over again As deep as the sky under my skin
Like being in love, she said, for the first time Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right
where I belong with you tonight Like being in love to feel for the first time
Like being in love she said for the first time Like being in love to feel for the first time anyway.. working things out is really difficult! i am really happy with how we are right now though. i love him so much. :)
work is good, we moved to the energyvisuals building :) i like it here, its a looot closer to home and its more private, nothing shakes when people walk by. there are fewer windows though :( and there are dentist offices upstairs so it smells overly clean and i can hear dentist tool sometimes haha but i cant decide if thats actually a bad thing.. it doesnt really bother me that much, yet anyway.... haha
**edit**
just did the walk through for the apartment thank God. i'm done with that place, it was so much better when ellen and kyle lived there haha and thank God just one more (probably $300) power bill and i am done with that whole situation. what a blessing. :)
grow up.
dont treat me like i dont exist, because i do and i see how you act.
dont tell me you love me and we're such good friends if you dont have the time to speak to me, thats stupid and hypocritical.
if you have a problem with me, say it to my face.
i cant stand when people dont like me for no reason at all, or because of someone else's opinion of me, and you are immature and cowardly and many other things. even if its because i have funny looking hair or because i dont drink anymore or because i am happy with my life and you are jealous. just tell me something, i mean geez make something up to make yourself not look like an ass.
it is so petty and frustrating. we are all the same age why cant we all act our age? its like people dont understand that you can be mature and still have fun. you dont have to act like an ass to stay young or whatever... you can be 19 or 20 or w/e and act like an adult and have fun i dont even know what i am getting at.. or how to really describe it. but idk. its so stupid. and i am so annoyed and i cant waait until next year/summer hopefully i'll be almost done with school and hopefully i wont be broken hearted or pregnant, cause that seems like what everyone else is doing..... BUT yeah.
We're both looking for something We've been afraid to find
It's easier to be broken It's easier to hide
Looking at you, holding my breath
For once in my life I'm scared to death
I'm taking a chance letting you inside
I'm feeling alive all over again As deep as the sky under my skin
Like being in love, she said, for the first time Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right
where I belong with you tonight Like being in love to feel for the first time
The world that I see inside you Waiting to come to life
Waking me up to dreaming Reality in your eyes
Looking at you, holding my breath
For once in my life I'm scared to death
I'm taking a chance letting you inside
I'm feeling alive all over again As deep as the sky under my skin
Like being in love, she said, for the first time Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right
where I belong with you tonight Like being in love to feel for the first time
We're crashing Into the unknown
We're lost in this But it feels like home
I'm feeling alive all over again As deep as the sky under my skin
Like being in love, she said, for the first time Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right
where I belong with you tonight Like being in love to feel for the first time
Like being in love she said for the first time Like being in love to feel for the first time anyway.. working things out is really difficult! i am really happy with how we are right now though. i love him so much. :)
work is good, we moved to the energyvisuals building :) i like it here, its a looot closer to home and its more private, nothing shakes when people walk by. there are fewer windows though :( and there are dentist offices upstairs so it smells overly clean and i can hear dentist tool sometimes haha but i cant decide if thats actually a bad thing.. it doesnt really bother me that much, yet anyway.... haha
**edit**
just did the walk through for the apartment thank God. i'm done with that place, it was so much better when ellen and kyle lived there haha and thank God just one more (probably $300) power bill and i am done with that whole situation. what a blessing. :)