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Shit. Shit, shit, shit. *bangs head against wall until it's sore and bloody*
I'm such a loser. An asshole. A bitch. I hurt her. One of my best friends. I'm the wrong-doer. Not her. And she blames it on herself?
What the fuck!? ...:( I didn't want her to think that. Of course not. Why would I?? It was backwash emotional feelings. It was my sadness talking. My loneliness. GOD!...*cries and puts hands to her face*...
I hate this. I did something horrible. I wanted to explain to her and him that it was okay. Maybe I said it to negatively...? I just wanted her to tell her I knew things were over. She's not a bad person. I did not say she was...and she took it the wrong way. :(
*sighs* Shit. *walks away*...
I'm such a loser. An asshole. A bitch. I hurt her. One of my best friends. I'm the wrong-doer. Not her. And she blames it on herself?
What the fuck!? ...:( I didn't want her to think that. Of course not. Why would I?? It was backwash emotional feelings. It was my sadness talking. My loneliness. GOD!...*cries and puts hands to her face*...
I hate this. I did something horrible. I wanted to explain to her and him that it was okay. Maybe I said it to negatively...? I just wanted her to tell her I knew things were over. She's not a bad person. I did not say she was...and she took it the wrong way. :(
*sighs* Shit. *walks away*...