i find myself ...ing again
i know i make bad decisions. I hang out with the wrong people and dont always choose the right direction. But i thought that was all apart of learning, but it doesnt seem so. I need to stop thinking about someone who hurts me, but if i dont speak to him, will that bring him closer to my heart? im planning my life now: hw and sleep. UF looks so good for me, and thats the only place that student loans can bring me. Maybe i expect to much out of life, out of myself. i really only have a few friends, thats hard to admit. i need to stop trusting everyone, i just get hurt. the theatre teachers have banned me from helping, but surprisingly thats a good thing. im going to attempt to keep moving. I need to listen to my shirt, "live everyday as if it was your last". i hope it rains soon, i love to dance in the rain.
peace
peace