Sep 12, 2008 23:12
Hello,
I know I haven't posted in a while. To those of you who care, I'm sorry. I feel like i need to get some things off my chest.
First, I need to apologize, lately my communication has been horrible, I can't construct sentences in my head, so if I've said something strange to you that made no sense, that's why.
Second, I feel like I should put this rumor to bed, I did not, nor have I ever slept with Jordan.
Third, I know I'm a hypocrite for caring about my reputation, but I can't help it, some people have been treating me differently.
Fourth, Liz I love your LJ posts:) and yes I read them.
Fifth, I have my license!!! I didn't need to get that off my chest, I just felt like celebrating
Sixth, I'll be 18 October 9th, come party with me, chances are I'll get drunk and cry over all the things I haven't done with my life. It should be amusing.
Seventh, I'm learning to treat myself with respect again, I know it will take time... but I think I can handle it.
Eighth, the last camping trip was a big mistake, the entire thing... I'm sorry.... mostly I'm apologizing to myself....
Ninth, I've come to realize, I am worthless... I need to make peace with that...
Tenth, If you're going to talk shit about me, say it to my face and don't be a coward... Yeah I made some mistakes, but I admit to them. I am human, and I do stupid careless things sometimes, if you have a problem with me, just say it to my face, god it's not hard.*that's what she said*