its not senioritis exactly.....
So I'm having some major "I don't know what I want to do next year" inner turmoil. For one thing, I don't want to leave MSU, but at the same time can't wait to be done with undergrad. I've always wanted to be a teacher, and now I'm not sure if thats what I really want, especially because I'm almost completely done with EMU's application. I'm starting to lean more towards Jewish Communal work, I really enjoy planning programs for Hillel and for my Hebrew school kids. I can definetly see that being a full time career, but my degrees aren't in social work, they're in international studies and history. I really don't know what to do, and I don't like living with this uncertainty, I like having a plan, a goal, something and right now, nothing is certain, and there really isn't that much of a goal beyond August 2006. What am I going to do after I graduate? Am i really going to be happy after spending thousands of dollars on my certification and thousands of hours studying and in class? Is this really what I want? I need some guidance, someone help me figure all of this out, or at least give me your input.....