Apr 26, 2005 23:55
So yes, I am finally writing an acutal entry. I know it has been awhile.
Tomorrow is my last day of classes! YAY! however, then i have to study like crazy for my 3 exams. YUCK!
I love montevallo, but i am ready to leave this place. I am so sick of hearing everbodys drama. I am from a small town so i had plenty of drama there...I don't need it here. I am sorry if people dislike or have issues with my boyfriend for whatever reasons they chose....BUT:
1.) that doesn't mean you have to treat me like crap or tell me why you dislike him....keep that between you and him...because i'll probably hear it from him anyway and i'd rather only hear it once and not be stuck in the middle.
2.)I love him...and whatever you says isn't going to change that....so if you see something wrong with my relationship please keep it to yourself (unless he's cheating).....Not to sound rude...but you aren't in my relationship you don't know what is said and what goes on all the time.
Money is going to be a huge issue for me in the fall especially if my dad decides to quit sending me money after July. I may have to give up somethings...but i don't think to many people would be upset if i gave those things up.
I just want to drive to the beach right now and just sit in the sand and look at the stars.
I wish some people weren't so selfish....some people aren't considerate of other people at all...maybe they don't realize it because they have never had to be considerate.....but try and think about others before you open your mouth.
I don't want to pack!
We need serious alone time....away from montevallo alone time....away from the stress of school work and drama.
Thanks for trying to work on your patience....I am trying to get all my crap in order and I know it frustrates you but i am getting there.
This entry was not directed to anyone in particular....it was just stuff i needed to get off my chest.
goodnight!
Anna