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[auburnandivory]

i don't get why a year later i still miss him and love him and want things to go back to how they were

i'm frustrated by the fact that i can make progress and start to feel the edges of happiness and then lose it all the moment he decides to reenter my life

i've told him time and time again that what he does destroys the little progress that i make when he decides to stop talking to me

so now i'm wondering if he still cares, if it's malicious, or if he's just THAT stupid