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[auburnandivory]

i do not like all this hot and cold bullshit
i already have too much emotional up and down of my own to deal with

if things don't get better before hal leaves for europe
then i don't know if i'll be able to continue doing this
especially when i have the option of going to college portland
and spending copious amounts of time doing what i like in a school setting
and spending copious amounts of time with people who make me incredibly happy

i can remember what made me happy in the beginning
but all of that is gone now