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oi. long quiz thing and a little rant about my paranoia with relationships. everybody, hope i did the lj cut right.
Name]: aubrey
[Were You Named After Anyone?]: someone in a song
[Nick Name(s)]: aubs, aub, breee, the ever-popular aubsy, chichicabandai
[Screen Name(s)]: lurkinshadow89
[Current Location]: home
[Height]: 5'2
[Shoe Size]: 6
[Hair Colour]: dirty blonde
[Eye Colour]: brownish amberish greenish (it depends on the day)
[Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?]: righty
DO YOU HAVE...
[Any Sisters?]: nope
[Any Brothers?]: one
[A Disease?]: nope
[A Leather Jacket with Studs on It?] no, I would look like a fairy trying to be a punk, lol
[A Heroin Needle?]: no
[A Pool or Hot Tub?]: both
DESCRIBE YOUR..
[Driving]: inexperienced
[Room]: light creamy yellow
[School]: where I learn stuff?
[Bed]: comfy and fluffy
[Relationship with Your Parent(s)]: good for the most part
DO YOU...
[Eat Chicken Fingers With a Fork?]: no...
[Type With Your Fingers on Homerow?]: yep
[Sleep With a Stuffed Animal?]: no
[Do You Believe In Love at First Sight?]: no, though I do believe in infatuation at first sight
[Consider Yourself a Good Listener?]: yes
[Consider Yourself a Good Friend?]: I hope so
[Like to Talk on the Phone?]: occasionally
WHAT IS/ARE/WAS...
[Right Next to You?]: desk and bed
[On the Walls of Your Room?]: pictures, zine cuts, shelves
[On Your Mouse Pad?]: dell logo...I need a new mouse pad
[Your Dream Car?]: I just want a non-stick shift that works.
[Your Dream Honeymoon spot]: either japan, spain, italy, or england
[Your Bedtime?]: when I get too tired to stay awake
[Under Your Bed?]: last season's clothes box
[Your Bad Time of the Day?]: when I'm in spanish. my teacher is a moron.
The Worst Feeling[s] in the World?]: there are a few. betrayal, insecurity, paranoia, dispairity, suicidal mentality, the feeling of needing to cut yourself to remember how to feel
[The Best Feeling[s] in the World?]: being with someone you love
FAVORITE..
[Number(s)?]: 3,6,336,337,777,666
[Color?]: purple, black, silver, some shades of green, blue
[Month?]: October
[Movie?]: lotr, girl, inturrupted, inherit the wind
[Class?]: history (my teacher kicks arse! go mattern!)
[Flower?]: deep red roses/daisys
THIS OR THAT
[Me/You]: you
[Coke/Pepsi]: neither
[Day/Night]: night
[Aol/Aim]: AIM
[Cd/Casette]: CD
[Dvd/Vhs]: dvd
[Jeans/khakis]: jeans
[Car/Truck]: car
[Tall/Short]: either
[Lunch/Dinner]: lunch
[NSYNC/BSB]: neither
[Britney/Christina]: amy lee
[Gap/Old Navy]: how about making my own clothes?
[Lipstick/Lip gloss]: chap stick
[Silver/Gold]: silver
[Alcohol/Weed]: neither
LOVE AND RELATIONSHIPS
[If you're single... why are you single?]: I'm not single
[If you're not single... give details?]: scarlett fever
[How long was your longest relationship?]: 7 months
[How long was your shortest relationship?]: that wasn't online: heh, a week
[Who was your first love?]: don't know yet
[What do you miss about it?]: read the above
THE PAST
[What is the biggest mistake you've made in your life?]: there have been a lot of mistsakes.
[What is the last thing you said?]:thanks for dinner
[Who is the last person you saw?]: my mom
[Who is the last person you hugged?]: sisi
[Who is the last person you fought with?]: i don't usually fight, just argue
[Who is the last person you were on the phone with?]: kevin (fencing call)
THE PRESENT
[What are you doing?]: filling out this survey
[What song are you listening to?] the smashing pumpkins-never let me down again
[who are you with?]: solo
FUTURE
[What day is it tomorrow?]: friday
[What are you going to do after this?]: the rest of my h/w
[How old will you be when you graduate?]: 18
[What do you want to be?]: therapest
PHYSICAL APPEARANCE
[What do you most like about your body?]: my hair is the only thing i can really control and alter, so my hair
[And least?]: my tummy lol
[Do u look like any celebrities?]:i've been told i look like both kiara knightly (sp?) and leelee sobliski
In The Last 48 Hours, Have You:
01. Cried: no
02. Bought someting: no
03. Gotten sick: i felt like i was going to puke when ricky stabbed me really hard in the chest with his foil (fencing, again)
04. Sang: yes
05. Eaten: yes
06. Been kissed: no :(
07. Felt stupid: yes
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: yes
09. Met someone new: yep
10. Moved on: no
11. Talked to an ex: yep
12. Missed an ex:...
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: yes
14. Had a serious talk: yes
15. Missed someone: yes
16. Hugged someone: yes
17. Fought with your parents: no
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: no
Social Life:
01. Best girl friend: I'm no good with picking
02. Best guy friend: kevin!
03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: scarlett
04. If no, current dating partner: umm, wouldn't that be the same a a girlfriend/boyfriend?
05. Hobbies: fencing, hanging out with friends, writing, singing
06. Pager: no
07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: somewhere in between
08. What type automobile do you drive: none
09. What type automobile do you wish you drove: something that goes
10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: depends on my mood, but both
11. Where is the best hangout: where the people are
12. Do you have a job: yep
13. Do you attend church: not by choice
14. Do you like being around people: most of the time
Who:
01. Have you known the longest: outside my family, jenny, sharon, rebekah, aurther
03. Do you always get along with: julia, most of the time sisi, usually kevin, scarlett, corinne, jenny, sharon, kelly, kyrie, gui, Viv, there are a lot more...
04. Is the most trustworthy: most of the above
05. Makes you laugh the most: most of my friends make me laugh a lot, but probably julia because she is hilarious
06. Has been there through a lot of the hard times: kelly, kevin, sisi, julia, corinne, jenny
* The story behind your lj user name: it's my favourite of my nicknames plus original
* Are you a gay?: ^^
Misc qustions...
* If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason?: ***
* Do you like candles?: Yes
* Do you like hot wax?: O.O
* Do you like incense?: yes
* Do you like the taste of blood?: no, iron isn't on my good-taste list
* Do you believe in love?: yes
* Do you believe in soul mates?: for the most part
* Do you believe in forgiveness?: yes
no onto the rant. I don't know why I'm so frickin paranoid, but I am. why and I so scared that the attraction is gone? I'm suck a loser, i need to shape up and just live life and let it come at me. honestly, IF SHE DIDN'T WANT ME, WHY IS SHE WITH ME??? why can't i just get it through my head? worrying will drive her away! get a grip aubs...i know. i dunno. we need to let eachother in more. i want this.
Name]: aubrey
[Were You Named After Anyone?]: someone in a song
[Nick Name(s)]: aubs, aub, breee, the ever-popular aubsy, chichicabandai
[Screen Name(s)]: lurkinshadow89
[Current Location]: home
[Height]: 5'2
[Shoe Size]: 6
[Hair Colour]: dirty blonde
[Eye Colour]: brownish amberish greenish (it depends on the day)
[Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?]: righty
DO YOU HAVE...
[Any Sisters?]: nope
[Any Brothers?]: one
[A Disease?]: nope
[A Leather Jacket with Studs on It?] no, I would look like a fairy trying to be a punk, lol
[A Heroin Needle?]: no
[A Pool or Hot Tub?]: both
DESCRIBE YOUR..
[Driving]: inexperienced
[Room]: light creamy yellow
[School]: where I learn stuff?
[Bed]: comfy and fluffy
[Relationship with Your Parent(s)]: good for the most part
DO YOU...
[Eat Chicken Fingers With a Fork?]: no...
[Type With Your Fingers on Homerow?]: yep
[Sleep With a Stuffed Animal?]: no
[Do You Believe In Love at First Sight?]: no, though I do believe in infatuation at first sight
[Consider Yourself a Good Listener?]: yes
[Consider Yourself a Good Friend?]: I hope so
[Like to Talk on the Phone?]: occasionally
WHAT IS/ARE/WAS...
[Right Next to You?]: desk and bed
[On the Walls of Your Room?]: pictures, zine cuts, shelves
[On Your Mouse Pad?]: dell logo...I need a new mouse pad
[Your Dream Car?]: I just want a non-stick shift that works.
[Your Dream Honeymoon spot]: either japan, spain, italy, or england
[Your Bedtime?]: when I get too tired to stay awake
[Under Your Bed?]: last season's clothes box
[Your Bad Time of the Day?]: when I'm in spanish. my teacher is a moron.
The Worst Feeling[s] in the World?]: there are a few. betrayal, insecurity, paranoia, dispairity, suicidal mentality, the feeling of needing to cut yourself to remember how to feel
[The Best Feeling[s] in the World?]: being with someone you love
FAVORITE..
[Number(s)?]: 3,6,336,337,777,666
[Color?]: purple, black, silver, some shades of green, blue
[Month?]: October
[Movie?]: lotr, girl, inturrupted, inherit the wind
[Class?]: history (my teacher kicks arse! go mattern!)
[Flower?]: deep red roses/daisys
THIS OR THAT
[Me/You]: you
[Coke/Pepsi]: neither
[Day/Night]: night
[Aol/Aim]: AIM
[Cd/Casette]: CD
[Dvd/Vhs]: dvd
[Jeans/khakis]: jeans
[Car/Truck]: car
[Tall/Short]: either
[Lunch/Dinner]: lunch
[NSYNC/BSB]: neither
[Britney/Christina]: amy lee
[Gap/Old Navy]: how about making my own clothes?
[Lipstick/Lip gloss]: chap stick
[Silver/Gold]: silver
[Alcohol/Weed]: neither
LOVE AND RELATIONSHIPS
[If you're single... why are you single?]: I'm not single
[If you're not single... give details?]: scarlett fever
[How long was your longest relationship?]: 7 months
[How long was your shortest relationship?]: that wasn't online: heh, a week
[Who was your first love?]: don't know yet
[What do you miss about it?]: read the above
THE PAST
[What is the biggest mistake you've made in your life?]: there have been a lot of mistsakes.
[What is the last thing you said?]:thanks for dinner
[Who is the last person you saw?]: my mom
[Who is the last person you hugged?]: sisi
[Who is the last person you fought with?]: i don't usually fight, just argue
[Who is the last person you were on the phone with?]: kevin (fencing call)
THE PRESENT
[What are you doing?]: filling out this survey
[What song are you listening to?] the smashing pumpkins-never let me down again
[who are you with?]: solo
FUTURE
[What day is it tomorrow?]: friday
[What are you going to do after this?]: the rest of my h/w
[How old will you be when you graduate?]: 18
[What do you want to be?]: therapest
PHYSICAL APPEARANCE
[What do you most like about your body?]: my hair is the only thing i can really control and alter, so my hair
[And least?]: my tummy lol
[Do u look like any celebrities?]:i've been told i look like both kiara knightly (sp?) and leelee sobliski
In The Last 48 Hours, Have You:
01. Cried: no
02. Bought someting: no
03. Gotten sick: i felt like i was going to puke when ricky stabbed me really hard in the chest with his foil (fencing, again)
04. Sang: yes
05. Eaten: yes
06. Been kissed: no :(
07. Felt stupid: yes
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: yes
09. Met someone new: yep
10. Moved on: no
11. Talked to an ex: yep
12. Missed an ex:...
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: yes
14. Had a serious talk: yes
15. Missed someone: yes
16. Hugged someone: yes
17. Fought with your parents: no
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: no
Social Life:
01. Best girl friend: I'm no good with picking
02. Best guy friend: kevin!
03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: scarlett
04. If no, current dating partner: umm, wouldn't that be the same a a girlfriend/boyfriend?
05. Hobbies: fencing, hanging out with friends, writing, singing
06. Pager: no
07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: somewhere in between
08. What type automobile do you drive: none
09. What type automobile do you wish you drove: something that goes
10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: depends on my mood, but both
11. Where is the best hangout: where the people are
12. Do you have a job: yep
13. Do you attend church: not by choice
14. Do you like being around people: most of the time
Who:
01. Have you known the longest: outside my family, jenny, sharon, rebekah, aurther
03. Do you always get along with: julia, most of the time sisi, usually kevin, scarlett, corinne, jenny, sharon, kelly, kyrie, gui, Viv, there are a lot more...
04. Is the most trustworthy: most of the above
05. Makes you laugh the most: most of my friends make me laugh a lot, but probably julia because she is hilarious
06. Has been there through a lot of the hard times: kelly, kevin, sisi, julia, corinne, jenny
* The story behind your lj user name: it's my favourite of my nicknames plus original
* Are you a gay?: ^^
Misc qustions...
* If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason?: ***
* Do you like candles?: Yes
* Do you like hot wax?: O.O
* Do you like incense?: yes
* Do you like the taste of blood?: no, iron isn't on my good-taste list
* Do you believe in love?: yes
* Do you believe in soul mates?: for the most part
* Do you believe in forgiveness?: yes
no onto the rant. I don't know why I'm so frickin paranoid, but I am. why and I so scared that the attraction is gone? I'm suck a loser, i need to shape up and just live life and let it come at me. honestly, IF SHE DIDN'T WANT ME, WHY IS SHE WITH ME??? why can't i just get it through my head? worrying will drive her away! get a grip aubs...i know. i dunno. we need to let eachother in more. i want this.