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I'm fixing to go to bed, but I figured I'd jot down some of my thoughts before I dozed off. I went out with Chris tonight, we went out to eat and then saw "Amityville Horror". We haven't gone out much lately so it was kind of wierd actually going out on a real date. Things have changed between us, I think we're getting to that stage in our relationship where we are TOO comfertable and it is getting boring. I wish there was a way to keep that new relationship feeling, I miss that a lot. We argue like an old married couple, and everything he does irritates me. But for some reason I still love him. Why... I really don't know. I'm not sure how to deal with these mixed emotions, so I'm not really going to do anything until I do. I think I'm just going through a wierd stage right now; hopefully it will end soon.
I had a wierd dream the other night, it was totally random. But I think it might have had some kind of symbolism towards some of the things that I've been feeling lately. I have one of those dream books, but it never has any of the things that I dream about in it. Maybe I just have wierd dreams.
People have been acting really wierd around me lately; people who never use to really pay much attention to me are now talking to me constantly, and people who I thought were my friends have been giving me condescending looks. I'm not really sure what is going on, but it's really confusing me. It's not like everyone is doing this though, just a couple people that I've noticed. I wish people would just tell me what they are really thinking instead of putting on a fake smiles.
I'm worried that all of these stupid rumors going around are going to ruin prom. I was really excited about prom but now everybody is spreading rumors and making me and a couple other certain people look like real idiots. Why can't people just shut their mouths and stay out of everybody else's business? Oh well, we are going to have fun at prom no matter how stupid other people are...
Okay, well I'm going to go to sleep, I have to be up at work tomorrow at 7:00 and then after I get off I get to go prom shopping with Whit! :) It'll be fun!!! Goodnight everyone!
I had a wierd dream the other night, it was totally random. But I think it might have had some kind of symbolism towards some of the things that I've been feeling lately. I have one of those dream books, but it never has any of the things that I dream about in it. Maybe I just have wierd dreams.
People have been acting really wierd around me lately; people who never use to really pay much attention to me are now talking to me constantly, and people who I thought were my friends have been giving me condescending looks. I'm not really sure what is going on, but it's really confusing me. It's not like everyone is doing this though, just a couple people that I've noticed. I wish people would just tell me what they are really thinking instead of putting on a fake smiles.
I'm worried that all of these stupid rumors going around are going to ruin prom. I was really excited about prom but now everybody is spreading rumors and making me and a couple other certain people look like real idiots. Why can't people just shut their mouths and stay out of everybody else's business? Oh well, we are going to have fun at prom no matter how stupid other people are...
Okay, well I'm going to go to sleep, I have to be up at work tomorrow at 7:00 and then after I get off I get to go prom shopping with Whit! :) It'll be fun!!! Goodnight everyone!