Guilty Conscience...
So I was playing around on myspace today (I was obviously EXTREMELY bored) when I found my ex-boyfriends page. I almost had a heart-attack not only cause I was not expecting to find that, but also because this is the ex-boyfriend who I have beat myself up over for the last 2 years cause I broke up with him for no reason. So I decided to send him a message telling him to give me a call so we could hang out sometime. It wasn't until afterward that my conscience started kicking me in the gut and telling me that leaving him a message is probably not what Chris would want me to do. Let me reenact the conversation between my conscience and myself.
Conscience- "Aubrey! What the hell are you doing!?!? You know that there are still remainders of feelings there... why would you provoke them like that????"
Myself- "I don't know... maybe cause he's gorgeous and I miss talking to him."
Conscience- "And what about Chris....?"
Myself- "I'm technically not doing anything wrong... so how can he get mad?"
Conscience- "Its pretty sad when you have to use the word 'technically' to reassure yourself"
Myself- "Shut-up"
So as you see... my conscience won the argument. But there is no way for me to take back the message that I sent to him. So if he calls me I'll just have to talk to him cause I can't be rude and ignore him right? *moans as conscience kicks me in the gut again*
So anyways, everybody is talking about their new years resolutions and I still don't have one. I have some ideas, but no set resolutions yet. Most people can't think of one because they can't think of anything to improve in themselves, but my problem is that I can't pick anything because there are too many things to chose from. This sort of brings me down as you could guess, which has brought me to the conclusion that new years resolutions are not helpful at all... but just another opportunity to set yourself up for failure. So NO NEW YEARS RESOLUTION FOR AUBREY! :-p I can be such a pessimistic sometime
Conscience- "Aubrey! What the hell are you doing!?!? You know that there are still remainders of feelings there... why would you provoke them like that????"
Myself- "I don't know... maybe cause he's gorgeous and I miss talking to him."
Conscience- "And what about Chris....?"
Myself- "I'm technically not doing anything wrong... so how can he get mad?"
Conscience- "Its pretty sad when you have to use the word 'technically' to reassure yourself"
Myself- "Shut-up"
So as you see... my conscience won the argument. But there is no way for me to take back the message that I sent to him. So if he calls me I'll just have to talk to him cause I can't be rude and ignore him right? *moans as conscience kicks me in the gut again*
So anyways, everybody is talking about their new years resolutions and I still don't have one. I have some ideas, but no set resolutions yet. Most people can't think of one because they can't think of anything to improve in themselves, but my problem is that I can't pick anything because there are too many things to chose from. This sort of brings me down as you could guess, which has brought me to the conclusion that new years resolutions are not helpful at all... but just another opportunity to set yourself up for failure. So NO NEW YEARS RESOLUTION FOR AUBREY! :-p I can be such a pessimistic sometime