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Okay, well my walk through life is getting less and less steep every day. I realized that most of the problems I have been having were my fault. Not because I was the actual instigator of the problem, but because I let them have a negative affect on me. I understand now that no matter how much I try, some people just aren't going to like me and nothing I do can change that. The only thing I can do is smile, keep walking, and remember that my life is too fragile to let them bring me down. I've stopped trying to live my life by other people's expectations because I know that I will never live up to them. Now comes the hard part... finding myself so that I can live by my own expectations and morals. I'm not expecting to have some great epiphany in the next hour or so. I know that this is going to take many many years to figure out, but I'm looking forward to it.