life sucks sometimes

Sep 27, 2006 12:48

well i was pregnant.we just miscarried and it sucks because we were so damn excited.i think dan is a little more heartbroke than i am.he wouldnt even admit it.he kept on saying we dont know for sure.but then when the dr. called back and confirmed my hcg levels had dropped to a negative 2 and i was bleeding like mad,well then he took it hard,as did i. we wanted that baby so bad.i guess we are going to start trying again as soon as possible.i wasnt even far along enough to have a dnc done though so i guess that was good.it still hurts like hell.but i guess it just wasnt the right timing for us yet.

ashton does not like me working at all.he hates it.hes been acting out at school and daycare.olivia is fine though.she just is one of those kids that can adjust to change really well.

i like my job,a lot.but i like the money even better.we get our jeep sometime next week and dans son is coming in a coule weeks.so im excited and nervous all at once.

well liv is tearing into everything.so i need to jump off here.take care all!!!
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