Oct 15, 2005 19:53
lately i have been kinda of moody and i have had a few drinks especially one night i got hammered and i noticed the next day i did some stuff while i was drunk and i just wanted to say to everybody i made a mistake i got a little too happy and i wrote somethings that wernt accurate. but shit i think overreacting to what i said was a bit harsh. oh well its all over and if yall can forgive a horny guy who wants some i break it would be much appreciated.
Lastly i wanted to say work is going very good down here and i am planning on buying a vehicle of my own here very soon, and return dads car to him at christmas. oh by the way i am coming home for christmas and i am planning on having a good time while i am home so if any bullshit is still lingering in my head or other peoples heads i am not gonna show it or deal with it as i am gona have a good time unlike what happened to me in july when i cam home.
oh and i am gonna say this i am finally happy with the person i have become, i relized last night that there is no point in trying to show off or be scared of people or worry about somebody or worry about somebody i love. if people care about me and them selves be your self show your feelings and know that everybody makes mistakes as well as ourselves. i will admit in the past i have made many mistakes and i appologize to any and everybody i have hurt or just pissed off, in the future i will attempt to watch what i say and think before i speak or write but i am thru for right now and i hope yall can FORGIVE me and remember i am human.
~Charlie~
~forgive me~