a tale in which my family will NEVER be the same.
so....yeah. saturday was the day of my brother's wedding. of the drama unfolded, even Nostradamus could not have predicted. have i ever talked about my father before? & how he just might be the craziest person ever? even more so than me? or how he's always been mean to me? or maybe even that growing up he was always spending time/money on/with my older brother? what? i'm not bitter. since November when my brother said he was going to marry this girl my dad said he wasn't going to go. then a week before thought he could. the day of he did REALLY decide until about an hour before we had to go to the church. well he went & it was okay, at first. it was me, mom, my older sister, younger brother, my gradad & his girlfriend, & dad. hanging out in the church at 4 o'clock for a 6 o'clock wedding. big mistake. we did get the family shots with everyone before hand. then my brothers, well WIFE now, came out & started to cry. why? i really don't know. but the the wedding planner told us all to clear the church for pictures. fine whatever, it was her family's turn. but no. that bitch of a wedding planner ran after dad & got right in his face to yell at him about 'negative energy' & 'upsettig the bride'. okay, no & no, whore. mom said later the only ither time she saw someone get that close to him was some guy that he decked!! & i'm pretty sure he almost hit her. at first he just said 'we'll get along real well if you just leave me alnoe.' & that was the truth. i mean, what father REALLY doesn't want to be at his son's wedding? but the fight got worse & he left. just drove off. the whore of a wedding planner ran inside to tell everyone. i fucking hate her. then my sister tried to stop him but he was already gone & she started crying. in the church parking lot. i had no idea what to do. then my older brother came around the corner to see if he had really keft. & mom was there too, plus our grandad. my older brother said he TOLD that whore not to talk to dad & said he didn't really like her in the first place.
i just want on record, the us, the gray family, as a whole or individuals have done AOLT to fuck things up. but this is the one case where we really didn't do anything. no lie. if that bitch hadn't said anything everything would have gone okay.
anyway, about ten minuets later my sister gets a call from dad & he said that if his being there is going to be such a big deal he'd rather not be there & let everyone else be happy. which at the time she thought was a prelued to suicide. don't worry it wasn't, but still.
we went back into the church & they started seating everyone. my sister & i were in the second row with grandad & mom had t sit in the front row, alone. T_T my yiunger brother was a groomsmen, which was adorable. but it went on. & that was that.
at the recepcion i had fun. i got drunk, but hey! my older brother's boss's husband & i became drinking buddies. i'm not sure how, but there you go. mom & my sister kept to the table & were kinda pissed off all night. but i had fun with my older brother & his wife. only thing: i think i've been branded as a traitor. oh well. what's done is done right?
yeah so my family is fucked up. my sister is actually going to write a book. after she finishes grad school. i said i was but she said i can't because she's going to be writing about me. whatever.
oh! also! good notes to end on: i got promoted at Blockbuster, my new pills seem to be working, Chester finally broke-up with that bitch he was dating, & i cut all my hair off & bleached it. i was going for a 'Yuna' look, but since it's blonde, i look like Tidus. only really, REALLY short in the back. if i weren't so awesome, i couldn't pull it off. or so i've been told. & omg, my hair really does look like his there....ya-hoo?
i just want on record, the us, the gray family, as a whole or individuals have done AOLT to fuck things up. but this is the one case where we really didn't do anything. no lie. if that bitch hadn't said anything everything would have gone okay.
anyway, about ten minuets later my sister gets a call from dad & he said that if his being there is going to be such a big deal he'd rather not be there & let everyone else be happy. which at the time she thought was a prelued to suicide. don't worry it wasn't, but still.
we went back into the church & they started seating everyone. my sister & i were in the second row with grandad & mom had t sit in the front row, alone. T_T my yiunger brother was a groomsmen, which was adorable. but it went on. & that was that.
at the recepcion i had fun. i got drunk, but hey! my older brother's boss's husband & i became drinking buddies. i'm not sure how, but there you go. mom & my sister kept to the table & were kinda pissed off all night. but i had fun with my older brother & his wife. only thing: i think i've been branded as a traitor. oh well. what's done is done right?
yeah so my family is fucked up. my sister is actually going to write a book. after she finishes grad school. i said i was but she said i can't because she's going to be writing about me. whatever.
oh! also! good notes to end on: i got promoted at Blockbuster, my new pills seem to be working, Chester finally broke-up with that bitch he was dating, & i cut all my hair off & bleached it. i was going for a 'Yuna' look, but since it's blonde, i look like Tidus. only really, REALLY short in the back. if i weren't so awesome, i couldn't pull it off. or so i've been told. & omg, my hair really does look like his there....ya-hoo?
