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[aubrey44]

so today was fun. i ate mcdonalds in a truck for lunch. lol triste and isolde comes out today, looks like the ultimate chick flick. looks good, want to go see it. today i was talking to one of my friends about the spice girls, how they are super old . lol i bought one of their watches in the fourth grade, i liked them. hah. :D i dont care if im a

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[falkry]

some guys noe that girls are into them, but they have the habit of letting it drag on and not telling them soon. I guess its b.c they love the attention. but thats my assumption. Some guys tho just really havent the slightest clue wat to say without hurting their feelings.*cough* THis is y i get so angry with girls who are my really good freinds but wanna be more. IT ruins so much things. I rather be in a relationship with someone that has qualities that i look and fall in love with but still have a lifetime to learn of the other dormant qualities that im unaware of. I would be so bored if i knew everything about her and nothing new will ever happen. i mean dont get me wrong similarities help a big deal. two ppl that share similarites help in communication but i dont think that should be the only thing ppl look for. its that x factor. that thing that lures us to the unknown, something that makes us want more of life. that adredline rush, u noe the first time u feel someones lips. (super gay) thats wat i think love is. something that so damn hard to explain. i mean i can pull a bible quote from corinthians but i dont want to look even more mushy. u can live with someone for 20 yrs and still dont noe more thnen 25% of who they are. now im not saying physical attractiveness is like 100% of everything, i mean it is when it comes to first impressions im sure of it. i mean when u look at someone who is incredibly hot wat do u think? DAMN HES HOT! somehting like that? anways what im trying to get at is everyone is going to age and get nasty looking. so looking for someone for lustful physical appealment isnt something thats always a good idea. i mean around august and september i went out on a lot of dates. i mean a LOT. ive met every kind of girl. (now b4 u think anything wrong i didnt go out for ass, just for fun, i was encouraged to go out by family so i can meet new ppl instead of moping about the past) anyways i met a lot of girls. shallow, preppy,punk, glamour, ditz, etc. i mean yea they were attractive ppl. dont get me wrong. but do u c me with one? no. its b/c they lack qualities that i looked for they lacked that X-factor. they didnt fill that emptyness in me. it made me feel indiffrent when i was around any of them. they didnt make me happy. then they became raving stalkers/crazy bastards. so that was that. so anyways like i said i dislike how ppl say physical attraction is everything but im not going to lie it does help a lot. but at then end its gone, and its that xfactor and the qualities that still makes u in love. its so sad that this world runs on vanity and money... sry for ranting on and on. its just sometimes the best things in the world like love is so hard to explain. but even with the best things comes the bad. thats y i dont ever wanna tell i girl i dont love her. it sux. im sure no1 wants to ever be told that. thats y i ask for adivce. but i guess every1 in this life time will have to experience the joys and sorrows of love. geez i sound so old..........

[aubrey44]

i know what ya mean. yea- finding love with someone is a great experience and spending the rest of ur life with them is great. i mean most of the time, it will take time to find that other significant other. when u know u cant live without that person, and u cant stop thinking of them, then u know it has to be love. :D and what was with that cough? lol and yes i know physical appearance play a big part in a relationship, but thats not a big focus with me. :D