Dec 13, 2005 10:11
everything is fucking absolutely crazy
i hardly drink nethier does phoenix but on friday we drank with a bunch of kids and the whole time i know its a bad idea but still i do it none the less. too much whiskey and everclear which the night ends in me a crying bloody pulp on the ground and beating kids off of me to let me leave i leave josh tries to calm down phoenix he puts his head through a window... the craziness of this place will never end.
i miss lolo
i wish she was here i think id be alot better and happier
i dont know what im doing right now i dont know about going back north i dont know about stayin here i want to ride trains with lolo and go with her whereever she goes but i think my getting hit by a car has completely prevented that forever..
AHHHHHHHH you know??