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so ive decided that i really need to stop taking my parents' ignorance so lightly. cuz they really aren't that ignorant. for example, i really need to stop getting drunk like 20 ft away from them in my room while they are home and then trying to conversate with them. also, i need to stop going out and coming home with 20 lbs of perfume on because i was around people who smoked all night. and lastly, i need to be really careful that i dont do dumb shit in general while my parents are home, period. because they dont think im all innocent anymore. actually, i told my dad i wasnt that innocent anymore. and my mom gave me "the talk" today about sex...it was more than awkward. it was ridiculously awful, although i did manage to go on about how i make such great decisions and i would never give into pressure/do anything that i would regret later, etc. but now i feel really guilty. im so happy that my dad is so cool, i love him so much right now. but guilt still overwhelms me.

ahhhhh, so sarah is taking a break from all this madness until she's ready to come out again as a more cautious, normal human being. that is all.