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[atypeofevil]

I wish I was unbreakable
but Im not
I wish I was stronger
but Im not
I wish I was who I portray
but Im not
I wish he loved me
but he doesnt
I just want him to wrap me in his arms
and tell me that Im all he needs
I wish I could feel love
but I cant
I wish I could be happy
but I cant
There is a nothingness there
that is bigger than the space it takes
Love me, be there for me
feel for me, hold me
But he will leave
because its easier
He wont love me
because he doesnt believe
he wont take my word
he wont hold me near
I was naive to think I could win him
I want to hold on to him no matter what
even though I know his departure is
inevitable