Jun 20, 2005 09:06
This weekend sucked.Thanks.
Everything was just fine until a certain someone showed up.And with her she brought the shaddiest people around.Everyone started fighting,money went missing as did people.If she hadn't shown up everything would have been just fine.But no.She had to come.Of course she would come.There was beer and people here that she could try and tell me that they all wanted her.
NEWS FLASH!:
Not everyone wants you.And those who do want you, want you because you are easy.People think you are pretty because they know, once they say that to you instantly you will fall in love with them and do anything...and i mean anything to be with them and make them happy.Of course you wanted to be friends again when there was nothing else going on Saturday night so you found someone who would drive you over because you thought that you would get free beer and guys.Nice.I didn't call you because I didn't want to.If i had wanted you at the party I would have called you to be there.Not having you trying to cut me off after one beer/having you try to get in everyones pants/calling people I dont like to come over because you want them to/trying to get me away from every person I was talking to.It was nice to not have you there.I finally realized how much of a drag you really were.You were always dragging me down and away from people.I was really glad you weren't there because for once I had a great time with people who are actually nice.It made me and other people realize I'm not so bad and that I really am a great person/people do like me for me/Im funny/someone whos a blast to hang out with.It also made me realize how I act towards people when you're around...I act like i hate the world..because you make me hate the world.All you ever did was tell me people loved you and hated me, people wanted to be with you and not me.That reason is stated above.It also made me realize you are a bad friend.You used me for everything.(ride/money/etc.) Friends don't do that.I drove you everwhere for years, and I didn't get anything from it..ever.
So furthermore Im not getting the money back apparently because certain people who hang out with underage kids are pussies and don't believe people.Im actually really pissed off about that to tell you the truth. Hes a pussy.
After all this shit I also realized that there are people she forced me to hate based on the shit she talked about them who aren't too bad.They are actually nice kids.Thus Im getting coffee with one of them so I can apologize to his face about something she forced me to believe about him.
I'm in a much better mood now.