Wow..
All I really can say is wow. My world has jus turned upside down and I can't even comprehend how I feel right now. I now realize my whole life I have put my time into something that was never even really there. For all of u that don't know.. which isn't many.. My and Tiffany's friendship is now over. She told me she can never be my friend again. I sat in my room for a long ass time crying tryin to figure out what I was gunna do. I really don't want to end our friendship with a note, email, lj, or a voice mail. I still honestly have no idea what I feel right now becuz I havent had any time to think about it. I realize without Tiff's friendship I don't have any other friends either really becuz I kinda jus pushed myself into Tiff's circle and tryed to make her friends mine too. I can honestly say I had no idea what I was doin and how much of Tiffany's life I was tryin to run until today. I wish I would have known before becuz I would have and still will do anything I can to fix everything I fucked up. I don't even know if this is possible tho. Basically all I'm sayin is that I know that everythings over and nothing will probably ever be the same. Well I don't have anything else to say...